The will 

A new day can be life changing  Life altering  Living is unbearable  Life doesn’t stop  Unless you ask  Make it happen  Can you handle another day  Living in the unknown Unbearable, unmanageable  There is no point of life  It just is Living 

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Mental illness feels like; late night anxiety. 

Earlier today I was told a comment that destroyed my day. It took me my whole day to shove that comment down and tell it to fuck off.  Sadly, the beldam wanted to fight. Today she didn’t even knock at the door. She crept through the unlocked secret window. I should have locked that damn … Continue reading Mental illness feels like; late night anxiety. 

What’s the point of a birthday again? 

Happy birthdays stopped being meaningful to me after my 17th birthday. I think because it just got harder and harder to decided on things. And I wasn’t as enthusiastic about it. I found it “silly” to celebrate life in a specific day because we should celebrate life all the time. At least, that’s what I … Continue reading What’s the point of a birthday again? 

#MotivationalMonday, The Bigger Picture. 

I don’t know how to explain how I feel right now. It’s not bad, that I can say for sure. I think it’s content? At ease. Relearning emotions has been a challenge for me. What I use to feel when I was significantly (emotionally) sensitive I was in constant flight mode. I was always in … Continue reading #MotivationalMonday, The Bigger Picture. 

The best self care day yet. 

The more that time goes on the more I understand that I’m ready for anything. I’m ready to defend, I’m ready to advocate, and I’m ready to teach others about the importance of mental health. And I was able to do that for the first time in public while fulfilling a phone upgrade.  Now before … Continue reading The best self care day yet. 

Mental illness feels like: racing thoughts.  

For the last week I've been coming home from work and just having this constant throbbing of thoughts.  I'm proud to say I finally have the tools to somewhat silence then. However, they are still an aching annoyance.  For example- yesterday. It was my day off, I had planned to do some light cleaning around … Continue reading Mental illness feels like: racing thoughts.  

You can’t miss something you forgot about.

I've been struggling in a way I can't describe. I use to always say "I don't know what I want". And I have a tiny urge to say that now but I can see that it's not that. At all. I have no clue on what's going on, again. I've recently found myself a part … Continue reading You can’t miss something you forgot about.

Why I recommend you add “Fight Club” to your list of books to read. 

The first rule of Fight Club, is you don't talk about Fight Club.  I just finished this book, and I'm very excited to talk about it. The movie was great, but it's like they always say. The books are always better. And God, they weren't lying. So keep reading if you want to get sucked … Continue reading Why I recommend you add “Fight Club” to your list of books to read.