It's now been a whole month since I've started this high school program and it doesn't even feel like it's been a month! I have two more weeks left, three tops depending on how well I do getting the last of these classes out of the way and then I'll be into the phlebotomy program … Continue reading
A new day can be life changing Life altering Living is unbearable Life doesn’t stop Unless you ask Make it happen Can you handle another day Living in the unknown Unbearable, unmanageable There is no point of life It just is Living
Earlier today I was told a comment that destroyed my day. It took me my whole day to shove that comment down and tell it to fuck off. Sadly, the beldam wanted to fight. Today she didn’t even knock at the door. She crept through the unlocked secret window. I should have locked that damn … Continue reading Mental illness feels like; late night anxiety.
Happy birthdays stopped being meaningful to me after my 17th birthday. I think because it just got harder and harder to decided on things. And I wasn’t as enthusiastic about it. I found it “silly” to celebrate life in a specific day because we should celebrate life all the time. At least, that’s what I … Continue reading What’s the point of a birthday again?
I don’t know how to explain how I feel right now. It’s not bad, that I can say for sure. I think it’s content? At ease. Relearning emotions has been a challenge for me. What I use to feel when I was significantly (emotionally) sensitive I was in constant flight mode. I was always in … Continue reading #MotivationalMonday, The Bigger Picture.
If you follow my facebook page, I posted my October goal and task list in hopes to inspire others to outset things they've always wanted to do. For this month we have the NAMIWalks (Oct. 22), and InkTober is upon us as well! It's just so many things going on! Today is my day off … Continue reading October 2017 – week one.
The more that time goes on the more I understand that I’m ready for anything. I’m ready to defend, I’m ready to advocate, and I’m ready to teach others about the importance of mental health. And I was able to do that for the first time in public while fulfilling a phone upgrade. Now before … Continue reading The best self care day yet.
For the last week I've been coming home from work and just having this constant throbbing of thoughts. I'm proud to say I finally have the tools to somewhat silence then. However, they are still an aching annoyance. For example- yesterday. It was my day off, I had planned to do some light cleaning around … Continue reading Mental illness feels like: racing thoughts.
I've been struggling in a way I can't describe. I use to always say "I don't know what I want". And I have a tiny urge to say that now but I can see that it's not that. At all. I have no clue on what's going on, again. I've recently found myself a part … Continue reading You can’t miss something you forgot about.
The first rule of Fight Club, is you don't talk about Fight Club. I just finished this book, and I'm very excited to talk about it. The movie was great, but it's like they always say. The books are always better. And God, they weren't lying. So keep reading if you want to get sucked … Continue reading Why I recommend you add “Fight Club” to your list of books to read.