It's now been a whole month since I've started this high school program and it doesn't even feel like it's been a month! I have two more weeks left, three tops depending on how well I do getting the last of these classes out of the way and then I'll be into the phlebotomy program … Continue reading
Yesterday started out ok, went a little bad for a second because I let something so tiny affect my mood, and then it went great. I'm still struggling with the high expectations of others, and yesterday I realized that I also have high expectations of myself. I don't need to work like a horse to make … Continue reading The story of BananaCat
Yet another day of proving to myself that I can do it. Totally self centered but I’m 100% proud of myself at how I handled my day. Today was my first day starting my second job. I’m seasonal and just here for the holidays (of course) but if I do well enough I can be … Continue reading Starting my second job and being prepared.
After getting a second opinion from my mom about the whole work situation she opened my eyes to some things I wasn't thinking of. I have high expectations. I mean it, I have really high expectations. I set my standards high for someone in management. I expect them to know everything, do their tasks, and … Continue reading High expectations.
I'm taking a bathroom break just so I can write this. I'm feeling those ugly feelings like I use too a few months ago. I'm taking offense, I'm getting agitated and having this overpowering feeling to snap at certain people. I'm just so quick to get irritated and annoyed by everything. I don't want to … Continue reading Taking coworkers too seriously.
Hello, I know it's been awhile since I've posted. I updated my main page a bit though! I'm going to be fixing up my directory and my tags so it'll be easier to find whatever "series" I'm writing about. So with that blurb let get started! I've been at this job since the end of … Continue reading Is honesty really the best policy?
If you asked me about four years ago, why I would suddenly burst into tears or why I was tearing up, or WHY I was acting so “needy”. I honestly wouldn’t have been able to answer you. I would just say “I’m tired” or “I don’t feel good”. Emotions are just a hair ball, ya … Continue reading Mental illness feels like; random panic attacks.
I've been SO out of my blog for too long!! It's wild how much I honestly love my blog. And I can't believe I went this long without posting!! That's life though. I'm not beating myself up on it. So I'll start with the current events of 'In The Life of Faith" (ha, I'm funny) … Continue reading
I've filtered through all of my scheduled posts and I'm so shocked! I feel like I dumped so much in there and it all posted in one day! Too intense. I got some things I wanted to dabble about real quick, so let's get started! Today! I'm so so so proud of myself today because … Continue reading After hours; playing catchup.
When you're in a routine, it's typically a challenge to see outside your box. Especially if you're dealing with some mixed emotions. It's really hard to identify them while carrying on your day. Or maybe you experience more stressful days and want some relief. These small tasks can help with that! Smile at others. Smiling is … Continue reading 10 things to start right now to improve your day!