High expectations.

After getting a second opinion from my mom about the whole work situation she opened my eyes to some things I wasn't thinking of. I have high expectations. I mean it, I have really high expectations. I set my standards high for someone in management. I expect them to know everything, do their tasks, and … Continue reading High expectations.

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Mental illness feels like; sleepless nights

As I’m typing this, I’m cautious pacing between the dinning room and the kitchen. I’m subconsciously making my way to the living room as well, which I didn’t know until now. The television is on and it’s agrivating to me. Like my nerves are stretched so thin, I feel as though I much just punch … Continue reading Mental illness feels like; sleepless nights

Mental illness feels like; random panic attacks. 

If you asked me about four years ago, why I would suddenly burst into tears or why I was tearing up, or WHY I was acting so “needy”. I honestly wouldn’t have been able to answer you. I would just say “I’m tired” or “I don’t feel good”. Emotions are just a hair ball, ya … Continue reading Mental illness feels like; random panic attacks. 

#MotivationalMonday, The Bigger Picture. 

I don’t know how to explain how I feel right now. It’s not bad, that I can say for sure. I think it’s content? At ease. Relearning emotions has been a challenge for me. What I use to feel when I was significantly (emotionally) sensitive I was in constant flight mode. I was always in … Continue reading #MotivationalMonday, The Bigger Picture. 

You can’t miss something you forgot about.

I've been struggling in a way I can't describe. I use to always say "I don't know what I want". And I have a tiny urge to say that now but I can see that it's not that. At all. I have no clue on what's going on, again. I've recently found myself a part … Continue reading You can’t miss something you forgot about.

After hours; don’t let loved ones influence your choices.

This is a hard subject to write about, because this is something I'm still learning to not only "take in" but learn from it. I won't ever be a mother personally. That doesn't mean I'm not caring or I don't value human life. I love children as much as I love adults and the elderly. … Continue reading After hours; don’t let loved ones influence your choices.

After hours series; how to recover from sleeping 20 hours.

Hello everyone, thanks for joining me for another evening. I wanted to just share my recent post about Listening to the easy things vs the hard. My mind has always been the enemy when I wanted to do something new and interesting. Always making me recoil back into my bad habits and ugly depressive corner. I'm thankful … Continue reading After hours series; how to recover from sleeping 20 hours.

Mental illness feels like; Listen to your own advice.

I'm suddenly very unfocused. I've been wanting a nap for the last four hours now, however I've been pushing myself to get stuff done. I don't want to get all pressured for tomorrow. Since it's Saturday I know I'll be asked to help out in some chores. And I won't want to do them, because … Continue reading Mental illness feels like; Listen to your own advice.