High expectations.

After getting a second opinion from my mom about the whole work situation she opened my eyes to some things I wasn't thinking of. I have high expectations. I mean it, I have really high expectations. I set my standards high for someone in management. I expect them to know everything, do their tasks, and … Continue reading High expectations.

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Is honesty really the best policy?

Hello, I know it's been awhile since I've posted. I updated my main page a bit though! I'm going to be fixing up my directory and my tags so it'll be easier to find whatever "series" I'm writing about. So with that blurb let get started! I've been at this job since the end of … Continue reading Is honesty really the best policy?

Mental illness feels like; sleepless nights

As I’m typing this, I’m cautious pacing between the dinning room and the kitchen. I’m subconsciously making my way to the living room as well, which I didn’t know until now. The television is on and it’s agrivating to me. Like my nerves are stretched so thin, I feel as though I much just punch … Continue reading Mental illness feels like; sleepless nights

Mental illness feels like; random panic attacks. 

If you asked me about four years ago, why I would suddenly burst into tears or why I was tearing up, or WHY I was acting so “needy”. I honestly wouldn’t have been able to answer you. I would just say “I’m tired” or “I don’t feel good”. Emotions are just a hair ball, ya … Continue reading Mental illness feels like; random panic attacks. 

#MotivationalMonday, The Bigger Picture. 

I don’t know how to explain how I feel right now. It’s not bad, that I can say for sure. I think it’s content? At ease. Relearning emotions has been a challenge for me. What I use to feel when I was significantly (emotionally) sensitive I was in constant flight mode. I was always in … Continue reading #MotivationalMonday, The Bigger Picture. 

You can’t miss something you forgot about.

I've been struggling in a way I can't describe. I use to always say "I don't know what I want". And I have a tiny urge to say that now but I can see that it's not that. At all. I have no clue on what's going on, again. I've recently found myself a part … Continue reading You can’t miss something you forgot about.

After hours; don’t let loved ones influence your choices.

This is a hard subject to write about, because this is something I'm still learning to not only "take in" but learn from it. I won't ever be a mother personally. That doesn't mean I'm not caring or I don't value human life. I love children as much as I love adults and the elderly. … Continue reading After hours; don’t let loved ones influence your choices.

After hours series; how to recover from sleeping 20 hours.

Hello everyone, thanks for joining me for another evening. I wanted to just share my recent post about Listening to the easy things vs the hard. My mind has always been the enemy when I wanted to do something new and interesting. Always making me recoil back into my bad habits and ugly depressive corner. I'm thankful … Continue reading After hours series; how to recover from sleeping 20 hours.

Mental illness feels like; Listen to your own advice.

I'm suddenly very unfocused. I've been wanting a nap for the last four hours now, however I've been pushing myself to get stuff done. I don't want to get all pressured for tomorrow. Since it's Saturday I know I'll be asked to help out in some chores. And I won't want to do them, because … Continue reading Mental illness feels like; Listen to your own advice.