Hello everyone! Sunday is my favorite day of the week because it's the first day of the week, but also because of it's relaxing aora I love sleeping in, lightly (or full-blown) cleaning and then ending my day with some relaxation of my choice. I also love Sunday's because I get to prep for my … Continue reading Self-Care Sunday – In home spa!
Yesterday I started drafting this wild post about my day. Wild as in all over the place with no sense behind it. I was angry yesterday, angry and annoyed and ready to blow. I've never felt such anger that my teeth quivered and my hands clenched. Pure genuine anger; gross. I can't tell you why … Continue reading How to deal with pent up emotions?
If you've been following me this far I've always spoke about taking care of yourself. If you need a break take it. If you need to eat but feel guilt or you "don't have enough time" eat anyways. Drink water, lots and lots of water. Do something that makes you happy because at the end … Continue reading Is there such a thing as being over-productive?
I know it's Monday and not Sunday evening, but I wanted to share with you guys that it's not always about gettin out of the house and doing something for your self care needs. As I mentioned in my last post, last week was nonstop for me. I made sure to take care of myself … Continue reading Self care Sunday, catching up.
I'm thinking of turning this day into a weekly posting! Last week it just hit me, like "I should do this once a week." I told myself I wanted to get my toenails done this Sunday as like an "at home spa treatment" because I couldn't afford a pedicure. Alas, my mother took me out!! … Continue reading Self-Care Sunday: Coffee, pedicure and more!
Ive been very sleepy here the last few days and I’m not sure why. Had to be some things I’m eating, because I’m drinking plenty of water. Anyways, I’m very sleepy now and I wanted to share how my day went before I ended it. I didn’t plan on going to the movies today. I … Continue reading Happy death day
Last week I was hit with some news that took an overwhelming toll on me. I’m still dealing with it this week unfortunately but that’s ok. Soon I hope it resolved itself. But this post isn’t about the news! It’s about this past Sunday and how I took hours of my free time to just … Continue reading Self-Care Sunday
If you asked me about four years ago, why I would suddenly burst into tears or why I was tearing up, or WHY I was acting so “needy”. I honestly wouldn’t have been able to answer you. I would just say “I’m tired” or “I don’t feel good”. Emotions are just a hair ball, ya … Continue reading Mental illness feels like; random panic attacks.
Earlier today I was told a comment that destroyed my day. It took me my whole day to shove that comment down and tell it to fuck off. Sadly, the beldam wanted to fight. Today she didn’t even knock at the door. She crept through the unlocked secret window. I should have locked that damn … Continue reading Mental illness feels like; late night anxiety.
Right now, I feel like am back in limbo. Where I don’t know how I’m feeling or what I should be doing. Like before, how I would write about me having a to-do list but never did them?? Or how I would fight with myself over what thing I should do to start my day. … Continue reading Limbo isn’t a vacation spot.