Today my sister left to collect her friend from another state. She's moving in with us to (hopefully) have a better life and just help her out. I'm excited to have someone else in the house, sometimes we get at each other's throats. I like that though, I feel like we still have some connection. … Continue reading Airport sanctuary
If you asked me about four years ago, why I would suddenly burst into tears or why I was tearing up, or WHY I was acting so “needy”. I honestly wouldn’t have been able to answer you. I would just say “I’m tired” or “I don’t feel good”. Emotions are just a hair ball, ya … Continue reading Mental illness feels like; random panic attacks.
In my last post I talked about starting habits. Building up a routine is a habit, and it’s a ton of work. But I’ve learned it’s so worth it. In therapy, the happy house had told me over and over again that I should “do” this. Get a routine Meditate Yoga Sleep All of this … Continue reading How to start a routine and keep healthy habits!
Right now, I feel like am back in limbo. Where I don’t know how I’m feeling or what I should be doing. Like before, how I would write about me having a to-do list but never did them?? Or how I would fight with myself over what thing I should do to start my day. … Continue reading Limbo isn’t a vacation spot.
I don’t know how to explain how I feel right now. It’s not bad, that I can say for sure. I think it’s content? At ease. Relearning emotions has been a challenge for me. What I use to feel when I was significantly (emotionally) sensitive I was in constant flight mode. I was always in … Continue reading #MotivationalMonday, The Bigger Picture.
If you follow my facebook page, I posted my October goal and task list in hopes to inspire others to outset things they've always wanted to do. For this month we have the NAMIWalks (Oct. 22), and InkTober is upon us as well! It's just so many things going on! Today is my day off … Continue reading October 2017 – week one.
The more that time goes on the more I understand that I’m ready for anything. I’m ready to defend, I’m ready to advocate, and I’m ready to teach others about the importance of mental health. And I was able to do that for the first time in public while fulfilling a phone upgrade. Now before … Continue reading The best self care day yet.
It's 4am and I slept all day yesterday. I was too anxious to go back to sleep after waking up in the middle of the night. I really need to work on staying asleep. I'm just a night person in general. Can't help it I guess. So last night I was thinking about my situation. … Continue reading After hours; I got the good back.
I just wanted to write how I can see how much I've grown over the last 3 months. Seeing myself conquer my thoughts yesterday before going to that interview really makes me proud. And I honestly just feel good about that. I could see myself just setting out of the shower, messaging Kim on how … Continue reading Listening to the easy things vs the hard.