Mental illness feels like; sleepless nights

As I’m typing this, I’m cautious pacing between the dinning room and the kitchen. I’m subconsciously making my way to the living room as well, which I didn’t know until now. The television is on and it’s agrivating to me. Like my nerves are stretched so thin, I feel as though I much just punch … Continue reading Mental illness feels like; sleepless nights

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October 2017 – week one.

If you follow my facebook page, I posted my October goal and task list in hopes to inspire others to outset things they've always wanted to do. For this month we have the NAMIWalks (Oct. 22), and InkTober is upon us as well! It's just so many things going on! Today is my day off … Continue reading October 2017 – week one.

I’ve been teaching myself Japanese!

So this is totally random and doesn't have much to do with my blog theme, but I'm so excited to share that I've been teaching myself Japanese! I don't remember what it was that started it, I've been wanting to learn the language for years.  The Japanese have a great mental health lifestyle and never really … Continue reading I’ve been teaching myself Japanese!

After hours; I got the good back. 

It's 4am and I slept all day yesterday. I was too anxious to go back to sleep after waking up in the middle of the night. I really need to work on staying asleep. I'm just a night person in general. Can't help it I guess.  So last night I was thinking about my situation. … Continue reading After hours; I got the good back. 

Going to be gone for the weekend.

I don't foresee me coming around to blog this weekend. So don't be alarmed (which I honestly doubt anyone will). I don't have any scheduled posts for you guys either. I was happy to announce some stuff today but my mood was not with the news. I have some plans for some things I honestly … Continue reading Going to be gone for the weekend.

After hours; don’t let loved ones influence your choices.

This is a hard subject to write about, because this is something I'm still learning to not only "take in" but learn from it. I won't ever be a mother personally. That doesn't mean I'm not caring or I don't value human life. I love children as much as I love adults and the elderly. … Continue reading After hours; don’t let loved ones influence your choices.

Listening to the easy things vs the hard.

I just wanted to write how I can see how much I've grown over the last 3 months. Seeing myself conquer my thoughts yesterday before going to that interview really makes me proud. And I honestly just feel good about that. I could see myself just setting out of the shower, messaging Kim on how … Continue reading Listening to the easy things vs the hard.

VLOG |Therapy update, & why didn’t I see a psychiatrist before?

Hey guys! In yesterday's VLOG I talked about some things I've been wanting to get off my chest. Last night I posted After hours; open to those who need to chat. which kinda wrapped up my overall feelings and thoughts that I didn't mention"""too much""" within my VLOG. https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1Ca6xF396Hc TAKEN FROM MY YOUTUBE CHANNEL    Hey guys! … Continue reading VLOG |Therapy update, & why didn’t I see a psychiatrist before?

Why I do, what I want to do; About me VLOG!

Hey guys! This isn't that far in depth about my life personally, just some moments I had that really impacted me. And I wanted to share that with y'all. I will produce one about my depression also, but since my anxiety was a big part of my life I just had too. https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=6N_zPoQwyzc   My … Continue reading Why I do, what I want to do; About me VLOG!