New Years are so much fun! It's like starting over and it brings a huge wave of freshness that I'm grateful for. To start my new year off, I got a new job. Quit the two I was working and started at this place! It's a dry cleaners I work by myself most of the … Continue reading Happy New year!!
I find myself at a loss for words as I stand here at my mother's kitchen island and write this out. I'm just baffled, tongue-tied and all-around confused at last weeks events. Like, I just want to go "this was the worse week ever!!!!" but it wasn't the worse week it was just a difficult … Continue reading There is no backstage crew behind closed curtains.
I know it's Monday and not Sunday evening, but I wanted to share with you guys that it's not always about gettin out of the house and doing something for your self care needs. As I mentioned in my last post, last week was nonstop for me. I made sure to take care of myself … Continue reading Self care Sunday, catching up.
This is the best way I can put this experience to be honest with you. I felt like I was in the backseat in an awkward car ride while a friend was getting yelled at. And I couldn't help but feel that anxiety even though I wasn't the one getting in trouble. Except I wasn't … Continue reading Mental illness feels like: second hand anxiety.
Hello, I know it's been awhile since I've posted. I updated my main page a bit though! I'm going to be fixing up my directory and my tags so it'll be easier to find whatever "series" I'm writing about. So with that blurb let get started! I've been at this job since the end of … Continue reading Is honesty really the best policy?
I'm thinking of turning this day into a weekly posting! Last week it just hit me, like "I should do this once a week." I told myself I wanted to get my toenails done this Sunday as like an "at home spa treatment" because I couldn't afford a pedicure. Alas, my mother took me out!! … Continue reading Self-Care Sunday: Coffee, pedicure and more!
I feel your eyes through the walls You don’t have to be near for me to feel them Always watching It’s like you put walls around me Forming a maze No matter where I go, you will always be watching My life is not my own For you control it The opinions, the pressure, the … Continue reading Unsettled
Everything in my life I can’t seem to really drop. I can take out items, I can remove friends, choose were I work etc. But I can’t seem to work with family. It’s so overwhelming and is about 60% of my anxiety issue. I’m not saying my family is horrible, no, not at all. They … Continue reading Why can’t I move on?
Last week I was hit with some news that took an overwhelming toll on me. I’m still dealing with it this week unfortunately but that’s ok. Soon I hope it resolved itself. But this post isn’t about the news! It’s about this past Sunday and how I took hours of my free time to just … Continue reading Self-Care Sunday
My family and I took a small trip to the local store to purchase a new television set. I’m talking tv with surround sound and wall mount, the whole works. I wasn’t feeling that well when we had left. I was being very picky with my cloths, as I felt dirty, need to shower, and … Continue reading Welcome Mother Nature.