It's now been a whole month since I've started this high school program and it doesn't even feel like it's been a month! I have two more weeks left, three tops depending on how well I do getting the last of these classes out of the way and then I'll be into the phlebotomy program … Continue reading
I woke up with mild anxiety this morning. I think it has to do with my phone blowing up and not getting enough sleep last night. It was about 3am that I'm aware of before I was even able to sleep. And then suddenly 5 hours later the phone is ringing and buzzing and me … Continue reading Tuesday Blues’
Today my sister left to collect her friend from another state. She's moving in with us to (hopefully) have a better life and just help her out. I'm excited to have someone else in the house, sometimes we get at each other's throats. I like that though, I feel like we still have some connection. … Continue reading Airport sanctuary
Yet another day of proving to myself that I can do it. Totally self centered but I’m 100% proud of myself at how I handled my day. Today was my first day starting my second job. I’m seasonal and just here for the holidays (of course) but if I do well enough I can be … Continue reading Starting my second job and being prepared.
After getting a second opinion from my mom about the whole work situation she opened my eyes to some things I wasn't thinking of. I have high expectations. I mean it, I have really high expectations. I set my standards high for someone in management. I expect them to know everything, do their tasks, and … Continue reading High expectations.
This is the best way I can put this experience to be honest with you. I felt like I was in the backseat in an awkward car ride while a friend was getting yelled at. And I couldn't help but feel that anxiety even though I wasn't the one getting in trouble. Except I wasn't … Continue reading Mental illness feels like: second hand anxiety.
I'm taking a bathroom break just so I can write this. I'm feeling those ugly feelings like I use too a few months ago. I'm taking offense, I'm getting agitated and having this overpowering feeling to snap at certain people. I'm just so quick to get irritated and annoyed by everything. I don't want to … Continue reading Taking coworkers too seriously.
Hello, I know it's been awhile since I've posted. I updated my main page a bit though! I'm going to be fixing up my directory and my tags so it'll be easier to find whatever "series" I'm writing about. So with that blurb let get started! I've been at this job since the end of … Continue reading Is honesty really the best policy?
Ive been very sleepy here the last few days and I’m not sure why. Had to be some things I’m eating, because I’m drinking plenty of water. Anyways, I’m very sleepy now and I wanted to share how my day went before I ended it. I didn’t plan on going to the movies today. I … Continue reading Happy death day
Last week I was hit with some news that took an overwhelming toll on me. I’m still dealing with it this week unfortunately but that’s ok. Soon I hope it resolved itself. But this post isn’t about the news! It’s about this past Sunday and how I took hours of my free time to just … Continue reading Self-Care Sunday