If you asked me about four years ago, why I would suddenly burst into tears or why I was tearing up, or WHY I was acting so “needy”. I honestly wouldn’t have been able to answer you. I would just say “I’m tired” or “I don’t feel good”. Emotions are just a hair ball, ya … Continue reading Mental illness feels like; random panic attacks.
Right now, I feel like am back in limbo. Where I don’t know how I’m feeling or what I should be doing. Like before, how I would write about me having a to-do list but never did them?? Or how I would fight with myself over what thing I should do to start my day. … Continue reading Limbo isn’t a vacation spot.
I don’t know how to explain how I feel right now. It’s not bad, that I can say for sure. I think it’s content? At ease. Relearning emotions has been a challenge for me. What I use to feel when I was significantly (emotionally) sensitive I was in constant flight mode. I was always in … Continue reading #MotivationalMonday, The Bigger Picture.
If you follow my facebook page, I posted my October goal and task list in hopes to inspire others to outset things they've always wanted to do. For this month we have the NAMIWalks (Oct. 22), and InkTober is upon us as well! It's just so many things going on! Today is my day off … Continue reading October 2017 – week one.
"We want to see us get out of this snail shell and scream at the top of our lungs "I FUCKING DID IT!"
For the last week I've been coming home from work and just having this constant throbbing of thoughts. I'm proud to say I finally have the tools to somewhat silence then. However, they are still an aching annoyance. For example- yesterday. It was my day off, I had planned to do some light cleaning around … Continue reading Mental illness feels like: racing thoughts.
It's 4am and I slept all day yesterday. I was too anxious to go back to sleep after waking up in the middle of the night. I really need to work on staying asleep. I'm just a night person in general. Can't help it I guess. So last night I was thinking about my situation. … Continue reading After hours; I got the good back.
I don't foresee me coming around to blog this weekend. So don't be alarmed (which I honestly doubt anyone will). I don't have any scheduled posts for you guys either. I was happy to announce some stuff today but my mood was not with the news. I have some plans for some things I honestly … Continue reading Going to be gone for the weekend.
I just wanted to write how I can see how much I've grown over the last 3 months. Seeing myself conquer my thoughts yesterday before going to that interview really makes me proud. And I honestly just feel good about that. I could see myself just setting out of the shower, messaging Kim on how … Continue reading Listening to the easy things vs the hard.
Hello everyone, thanks for joining me for another evening. I wanted to just share my recent post about Listening to the easy things vs the hard. My mind has always been the enemy when I wanted to do something new and interesting. Always making me recoil back into my bad habits and ugly depressive corner. I'm thankful … Continue reading After hours series; how to recover from sleeping 20 hours.