High expectations.

After getting a second opinion from my mom about the whole work situation she opened my eyes to some things I wasn't thinking of. I have high expectations. I mean it, I have really high expectations. I set my standards high for someone in management. I expect them to know everything, do their tasks, and … Continue reading High expectations.

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Taking coworkers too seriously.

I'm taking a bathroom break just so I can write this. I'm feeling those ugly feelings like I use too a few months ago. I'm taking offense, I'm getting agitated and having this overpowering feeling to snap at certain people. I'm just so quick to get irritated and annoyed by everything. I don't want to … Continue reading Taking coworkers too seriously.

Mental illness feels like; random panic attacks. 

If you asked me about four years ago, why I would suddenly burst into tears or why I was tearing up, or WHY I was acting so “needy”. I honestly wouldn’t have been able to answer you. I would just say “I’m tired” or “I don’t feel good”. Emotions are just a hair ball, ya … Continue reading Mental illness feels like; random panic attacks. 

How taking a medical leave helped me with my recovery. (Part one)

I title this as part one, because I am currently on a part two. Best part is out of the way now, so lets get started! Back in June I had a very difficult time. I was constantly stuck in my head and I was over analyzing everything. Which is something I do all the … Continue reading How taking a medical leave helped me with my recovery. (Part one)

Work place gossip; better then week one.

Today is Monday that feels like a... Monday. That's a disappointment in itself actually. However I am ok with it. Have to be accepting and grateful either way. Today- as I felt last week. I was exhausted and did NOT want to go. I've been debating and debating and debating with myself since last Thursday … Continue reading Work place gossip; better then week one.