After getting a second opinion from my mom about the whole work situation she opened my eyes to some things I wasn't thinking of. I have high expectations. I mean it, I have really high expectations. I set my standards high for someone in management. I expect them to know everything, do their tasks, and … Continue reading High expectations.
I'm taking a bathroom break just so I can write this. I'm feeling those ugly feelings like I use too a few months ago. I'm taking offense, I'm getting agitated and having this overpowering feeling to snap at certain people. I'm just so quick to get irritated and annoyed by everything. I don't want to … Continue reading Taking coworkers too seriously.
Hello, I know it's been awhile since I've posted. I updated my main page a bit though! I'm going to be fixing up my directory and my tags so it'll be easier to find whatever "series" I'm writing about. So with that blurb let get started! I've been at this job since the end of … Continue reading Is honesty really the best policy?
Ive been very sleepy here the last few days and I’m not sure why. Had to be some things I’m eating, because I’m drinking plenty of water. Anyways, I’m very sleepy now and I wanted to share how my day went before I ended it. I didn’t plan on going to the movies today. I … Continue reading Happy death day
If you asked me about four years ago, why I would suddenly burst into tears or why I was tearing up, or WHY I was acting so “needy”. I honestly wouldn’t have been able to answer you. I would just say “I’m tired” or “I don’t feel good”. Emotions are just a hair ball, ya … Continue reading Mental illness feels like; random panic attacks.
Read up on this week therapy visit; as I talk about realizing I was ashamed for not doing something "realistic". You're human! Not a machine!
I title this as part one, because I am currently on a part two. Best part is out of the way now, so lets get started! Back in June I had a very difficult time. I was constantly stuck in my head and I was over analyzing everything. Which is something I do all the … Continue reading How taking a medical leave helped me with my recovery. (Part one)
Today is Monday that feels like a... Monday. That's a disappointment in itself actually. However I am ok with it. Have to be accepting and grateful either way. Today- as I felt last week. I was exhausted and did NOT want to go. I've been debating and debating and debating with myself since last Thursday … Continue reading Work place gossip; better then week one.