Mental illness feels like; random panic attacks. 

If you asked me about four years ago, why I would suddenly burst into tears or why I was tearing up, or WHY I was acting so “needy”. I honestly wouldn’t have been able to answer you. I would just say “I’m tired” or “I don’t feel good”. Emotions are just a hair ball, ya … Continue reading Mental illness feels like; random panic attacks. 

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Mental illness feels like; late night anxiety. 

Earlier today I was told a comment that destroyed my day. It took me my whole day to shove that comment down and tell it to fuck off.  Sadly, the beldam wanted to fight. Today she didn’t even knock at the door. She crept through the unlocked secret window. I should have locked that damn … Continue reading Mental illness feels like; late night anxiety. 

#MotivationalMonday, The Bigger Picture. 

I don’t know how to explain how I feel right now. It’s not bad, that I can say for sure. I think it’s content? At ease. Relearning emotions has been a challenge for me. What I use to feel when I was significantly (emotionally) sensitive I was in constant flight mode. I was always in … Continue reading #MotivationalMonday, The Bigger Picture. 

How taking a medical leave helped me with my recovery. (Part one)

I title this as part one, because I am currently on a part two. Best part is out of the way now, so lets get started! Back in June I had a very difficult time. I was constantly stuck in my head and I was over analyzing everything. Which is something I do all the … Continue reading How taking a medical leave helped me with my recovery. (Part one)

Why I do, what I want to do; About me VLOG!

Hey guys! This isn't that far in depth about my life personally, just some moments I had that really impacted me. And I wanted to share that with y'all. I will produce one about my depression also, but since my anxiety was a big part of my life I just had too. https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=6N_zPoQwyzc   My … Continue reading Why I do, what I want to do; About me VLOG!

Why I want to do- what I want to do. (Video included!!)

Hello everyone! I've finally made my first YouTube video!! (in terms of a video blog!!)  I hope to take this as far as I can and get everything out there. This is something I've always wanted to do- and I thought gaming would be my choice. However I never found the "passion" for it. I'm … Continue reading Why I want to do- what I want to do. (Video included!!)