If you asked me about four years ago, why I would suddenly burst into tears or why I was tearing up, or WHY I was acting so “needy”. I honestly wouldn’t have been able to answer you. I would just say “I’m tired” or “I don’t feel good”. Emotions are just a hair ball, ya … Continue reading Mental illness feels like; random panic attacks.
Earlier today I was told a comment that destroyed my day. It took me my whole day to shove that comment down and tell it to fuck off. Sadly, the beldam wanted to fight. Today she didn’t even knock at the door. She crept through the unlocked secret window. I should have locked that damn … Continue reading Mental illness feels like; late night anxiety.
I don’t know how to explain how I feel right now. It’s not bad, that I can say for sure. I think it’s content? At ease. Relearning emotions has been a challenge for me. What I use to feel when I was significantly (emotionally) sensitive I was in constant flight mode. I was always in … Continue reading #MotivationalMonday, The Bigger Picture.
If you follow my facebook page, I posted my October goal and task list in hopes to inspire others to outset things they've always wanted to do. For this month we have the NAMIWalks (Oct. 22), and InkTober is upon us as well! It's just so many things going on! Today is my day off … Continue reading October 2017 – week one.
Happy Tuesday everyone! I'm so thankful to write this out today! The lovely Anita had nominated me, and it really means so much to me because I love her blog! Her words are so encouraging, and her self care tips are amazing. Well worth to check her out! You can check out Anita here! Rules for … Continue reading The Mystery Blogger Award!
A lifestyle blog... Is that what you would consider me, right? Technically thats... Probably what I am. I mean I write about my days, I have vlogs. So that's a lifestyle, right? I'm asking because in the near future I want to make this blog a legit one. And I never thought about "what i … Continue reading What do you think, am I a lifestyle blog?
I title this as part one, because I am currently on a part two. Best part is out of the way now, so lets get started! Back in June I had a very difficult time. I was constantly stuck in my head and I was over analyzing everything. Which is something I do all the … Continue reading How taking a medical leave helped me with my recovery. (Part one)
Hey guys! This isn't that far in depth about my life personally, just some moments I had that really impacted me. And I wanted to share that with y'all. I will produce one about my depression also, but since my anxiety was a big part of my life I just had too. https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=6N_zPoQwyzc My … Continue reading Why I do, what I want to do; About me VLOG!
Hello everyone! I've finally made my first YouTube video!! (in terms of a video blog!!) I hope to take this as far as I can and get everything out there. This is something I've always wanted to do- and I thought gaming would be my choice. However I never found the "passion" for it. I'm … Continue reading Why I want to do- what I want to do. (Video included!!)