If you've been following me this far I've always spoke about taking care of yourself. If you need a break take it. If you need to eat but feel guilt or you "don't have enough time" eat anyways. Drink water, lots and lots of water. Do something that makes you happy because at the end … Continue reading Is there such a thing as being over-productive?
Hey guys! I've mentioned this vaguely over the last few months on my YouTube on how I wanted to make an Etsy shop. Once I found my name I slowly put it together. As of this week, my Etsy store is officially open!! I've been thinking about looking for promoters as well! I would send … Continue reading Crafting Mindfully Etsy Shop!
I know it's Monday and not Sunday evening, but I wanted to share with you guys that it's not always about gettin out of the house and doing something for your self care needs. As I mentioned in my last post, last week was nonstop for me. I made sure to take care of myself … Continue reading Self care Sunday, catching up.
I'm finally well rested to share my events on BlackFriday! I love reflecting on myself and comparing how I would have reacted in the past. It reminds me that I'm on a good path and I'm learning and growing and that is the best feeling in the world to me. Last week I worked 50 … Continue reading Black Friday Afterparty!
Yet another day of proving to myself that I can do it. Totally self centered but I’m 100% proud of myself at how I handled my day. Today was my first day starting my second job. I’m seasonal and just here for the holidays (of course) but if I do well enough I can be … Continue reading Starting my second job and being prepared.
Good news from last week! Actually it's more of me feeling good and working out the small stuff, but good overall! Just to catch up on some things- I've been out of therapy since August and I want to go back. Now that I'm working (two jobs!) I hope to get back into in before … Continue reading Keeping up with my treatment: med refills, therapy and psychiatrist
After getting a second opinion from my mom about the whole work situation she opened my eyes to some things I wasn't thinking of. I have high expectations. I mean it, I have really high expectations. I set my standards high for someone in management. I expect them to know everything, do their tasks, and … Continue reading High expectations.
This is the best way I can put this experience to be honest with you. I felt like I was in the backseat in an awkward car ride while a friend was getting yelled at. And I couldn't help but feel that anxiety even though I wasn't the one getting in trouble. Except I wasn't … Continue reading Mental illness feels like: second hand anxiety.
I'm taking a bathroom break just so I can write this. I'm feeling those ugly feelings like I use too a few months ago. I'm taking offense, I'm getting agitated and having this overpowering feeling to snap at certain people. I'm just so quick to get irritated and annoyed by everything. I don't want to … Continue reading Taking coworkers too seriously.
Since Wednesday I've had some serious brain fog on my hands, oh and the brain of course. I remember it clearly because I felt overwhelmed with things I wanted to do but didn't know where to start. So I started to draw and paint because I've got some 8x10 canvases. I figured I would finally … Continue reading Mental illness feels like: brain fog.